Lol after finding out YoungJae like the sistas. I feel Rihanna’s song featuring Future “Love Song” is his jam. He just be like “I don’t want to give you the wrong impression, I need Love and affection and I…
lol you know jae got side eyed SOOOOOOOO hard by bang throughout this trip
Lol you know he did. YongGuk like “It’s this thing called “Being Thirsty” the Ebony Queens don’t like that”
LOLOLOL jae would be like “how you know, you dont even interact with them”
FAN ACCOUNT LIVE ON EARTH DC 051413 [HIMCHAN FOCUSED]:
My main focus of my fan account is going to be Himchan. I somehow got lucky enough for my ultimate bias to notice me and give me WAY more fan service that I could have ever deserved. If you know me personally, you will know how much Himchan means to me. I care about him as a person and the pain he has suffered from fans, injuries,etc has really broken my heart. He’s an incredible and flawless human being. This concert only reinforced that my feelings about him are correct.
I know he will never read this. But in the off chance that he does….
Thank you. I know you maybe did it unintentionally and may have not chose me out from the crowd of thousands but you made me feel incredibly special. Eye contact would have been enough for me but I am so thankful that it was more than that. I will always endlessly support you in everything you do and will continue to love you with my whole heart. YOU ARE IMPORTANT KIM HIMCHAN. Please continue to cherish your brothers and yourself. You deserve the world.
ps: I hope someone translates the letter I wrote to you. It’s a bit messy because I was nervous and I don’t think I got my thoughts out right, so I’m sorry!OK, so.
Preparing for this show was really hard for me. Himchan has been my ultimate bias since I saw him (he blew TOP out of the water). It was the crazy eyes that got me. But of course when I got to know his personality, I really fell for him. The more I got to know B.A.P and Himchan, I started to learn about the awful things fan say about him and how he’s been treated. I always noticed in the earlier videos that he was barely shown, his lines were short (yes, I know he’s a subvocal) and generally the camera didn’t favor him as much as the others. After he got hurt and missed all of the One Shot promotions, I was devastated for him.
So naturally, I wanted to show him favor. I wore a Himchan shirt (replica of the Open Concert performance, even though he didn’t perform), had a friend paint Tatsmato on the back of my vest and made a Tatsmato mask.
We were originally in like, the 10th row but ended up flipping our tickets and moving up to 3rd row. Being THAT close, I absolutely had to make him a sign. I knew he would see it and I wanted to make him smile, but I wanted to also say something meaningful to him.
What I settled on was a two sided sign (pictured above) with “Himchan let me be your noona” and “Himchan you are important” (in hangul).
I was pretty nervous holding it up (and I’m sorry to everyone behind me who’s views I blocked. Please forgive me!). I wanted to save the hangul side for later so I didn’t flip it for awhile.
When he saw the noona side, he squinted his eyes to read it, looked at me and wiggled his eyebrows. I was hoping to get a laugh out of him, but he seem his usual self that day so that’s fine. Either that or since it was in english, he was having a hard time reading it. I know he has trouble sometimes. (some people are saying he seemed to be in a bit of pain, and he definitely was not as smiley and goofy as he normally is)
When I flipped to the hangul side and he read it, he looked at me with a small smile and gave me a thumbs up.
My brain is still fuzzy from the whole thing, so I’m not entirely sure when this happened….
but he wiped his glorious, sweaty face (and good lord he sweats a lot), looked me in the eyes…
and threw me his towel.
Like….I still can’t even process it. He didn’t do a general toss. He meant it only for me.
Thank shisus I caught it. I got to know some of the people around me and they knew I was there for him, so everyone turned around and congratulated me, LOL.
I pretty much collapsed after that. I’m still reeling from it and the towel is safely tucked in my backpack. I’m not really sure what to do with it.
But…it has his makeup on it. 0_0
So towards the end of the show, I made the decision to give him the sign, mainly because I want him to be reminded of how crucial he is to the group and to me. So I passed it up.
THANK YOU TO THE PEOPLE THAT GRABBED IT AND HANDED IT TO HIM. I WILL NEVER EVER BE ABLE TO REPAY YOU.
Because he took it, held it, PUT IT IN BETWEEN HIS LEGS and started telling everyone good bye. Then he continued to walk around waving it and took it with him.
For all I know, it could have gotten thrown away. But, he didn’t have to take it in the first place. He could have given it to a dancer to hold. But he didn’t. He walked around with it and didn’t put it down.
I really hope he kept it. Because he deserves to be told that he means the world. If not by me, by the rest of the fan base. So for that one moment, I got to tell him how I felt and that’s what my whole 10 hour trip was for. So I’m a happy BABY.
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